永远


“我希望,我们能够在一起、永远。永远。” “嗯,我们走吧。” “哪里去?” “一个,没有人的地方。一个没有人认识我们的地方。” “嗯,我都跟着你。” “走吧。我们回去,准备好明天一早就在车站碰面。” “好。” “记得,不管你的过去是如何,不管你的家境是如何,不管周围人如何说,我是你的。你是我的。我爱你。” “嗯。” 两人,就抱在一起在草地,星空下哭了。 XXXXXX “夜、这是怎么回事?” 她一直低头着,两眼已红肿。 “抱。。。歉。。”她哽咽着说。 “难到。。这。。。”我没有力气抵抗拉着我出门的人。我望着她。那瘦弱的身影。 “别回来了!她不要再看到你了!”她老人家在门口堵着我的目光,并像我骂道。 “一定是你搞的事情!一定是!夜是不会这么做的!告诉我!夜!告诉我!我爱你。” 左脸颊有着刺痛的感觉,她对我闪了一巴掌。 “走吧。我不要看到你了。” 这,不是真的。告诉我。告诉我这不是真的。告诉我你是开玩笑的。我不相信。 在她闪我那一瞬间。我知道了。我没有机会再看到她了。我心碎了。我甩开了拉着我肩旁的人。然后甩着外套,转了身。走了。 “我,还爱着不管你的理由是什么。“抛下了这句话,我走了。泪终于在我眼眶里打转。我慢慢的走着,开始跑了起来。 这里没有人希望我存在。 这里没有人知道我存在。 这里没有人认同我存在。 走吧。嗯。 没有带着任何行李,没有带着任何文件。我就搭上最后一班列车走了。再见了、夜。我没有怪你。我知道你是有原因,有苦衷。在我成功之前我是不会回来了。你等我。我会回来了。我发誓,我会带着成功的我回来,把你从这个无底洞、里救出。 “你知道么,我喜欢看着你的背影走向夕阳” “嗯?是么。为什么呢?” “因为你的肩很宽,给了我安全感。” “但一个人走向夕阳,不是很寂寞么我?” “哈哈。。别傻了。你有我啊!” 想在,我终于知道了。你更本没有要和我走的意思。我放声大哭着。我的心好痛、好痛。为何。。世界这么不公平。 “矿,第十题如何做?”同班同学的提问让我拉回了现实。 “你为何眼睛这么红啊?” “没事,没事。沙子进了眼睛。”我会回去的。等着吧、夜。 我们一定能够在一起的。永远。永远。

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Removing default eyes from DD


I recently got a second hand Shijyo Takane from Mandarake. With a bit stain on the neck the price is pretty good IMHO. I’ve always wanted to try on some other eye resin, so today I’ve decided to try it out myself. Volk’s default head comes with default eye resin which are factory made. They are nice allright, but I…

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結子ちゃん


So it’s finally time to introduce my daughter to the world after she is born June of last year. Today I will briefly introduce her and her personality to the you guys. I have chosen DDH-07 eye-opened Normal skin head. Cause the head itself give me a *cool* and *お嬢様* kinda feel. For those who can’t read kanji it means…

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Dollism Plus Tokyo 2016


  Last update on this blog was so long time ago, now that I got myself a new desktop I think I can finally update my photo from my camera memory card and upload some of it to the blog. The last event that I went was actually Dollism Plus Tokyo 2016. I had been looking forward for this event for…

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Maaya Oneesan Cheers On You Today Too


if you didn’t know, I have been translating this short Television shows from Japan. It’s named Pirameki. This particular show is under TV Tokyo and it’s aimed for secondary and high school students (I presume and received some advice from my Sensei and Japanese friends.) The shows is actually around 5 minutes or so in the early morning (according to…

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Adventure in Malaysia; Mimaland


This is a random trip with my friends. We are just having a teh-tarik break near Wangsamaju. We talked a lot since my friend just came back from Australia, suddenly this idea came up to me to actually go adventure somewhere near our area. And so, one of us suggested Mimaland. If you guys have no idea what’s Mimaland, it’s…

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Wallpaper of the Month (February 2015)


And finally I have some time off for myself and trying to made some post in my blog. (To fill up the quota. lol) This months I have been using Ying Tze‘s Wallpaper. This is one of the awsome shot of her by KennTee Photography. It’s a cosplay of Rin Tohsaka. *Wink* I am a fan of Rin and her…

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Wallpaper of the month (November 2014)


Been a couple of month since I last updated my blog. So this month’s wallpaper of the month would be Love live! Been playing School Idol android games for months. To be honest, I just wanted to unlock one song “No Brand Girls” else I won’t be spamming and grinding the level. But fear not, I am level 49 and…

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Wallpaper of the month (September 2014)


Been a while since I last updated my blog, here’s a dose of my wallpaper of the month. Side note, I have shifted my VPS to a Japan webhosting, hence I lost all my photos from migrating. Such painful experience. Nevertheless, I am lazy to update back all the old photos. So I guess I’ll leave it be for now.…

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4-Leaves Daisy – Kotobukiya


Recently I bought one of the figure from kotobukiya from Mandarake. It’s the first time ever I tried out the Tenso service in Japan actually. So what they do is actually order/bid/purchase item for you from Yahoo Auction or whatever online order they have in Japan OR you order yourself and put their company address as shipping address and they…

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